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Sunday, May 28, 2006 2 friends looked back as they walk by the beach and saw 2 pairs of footprints.friends always stand by each other's sides.but one day, one woke up on the beach, looked back, and saw only a pair footprint on the sands.where did the other went to?just as she thought that her friend has left her, a voice said, "oh good morning. u feel okay? u drank too much last night. "....soo u see. her friend did not abandoned her. the footprint belonged not to her, but her friend. her friend was the one who caried her when she was down..this is what true friendship means. Being there for each other. heh. thnk you my friends.. hope you all are okay! =/ take care.. `im falling once again.. 2:09 AM Saturday, May 13, 2006 my day. good day. yay. fuh. soo tired man. GPP sux!!! *vomits* it makes me sick maaannn... buek...hmm. 2dae was quite okay i guess. went out to accompany mike go buy his hockey stick!! woohhoo!! haf i told you hockey RAWKS?? HOCKEY RAWKS LADIES AND GENTLEMEN. hahha. watever you say cant change dat fact! wahaha. thus me and him decided to visit the ol peninsula plaza at city hall. its been a loooooong time i've been there seh. haf seen some changes. here. there. and oh. mats and minahs. yucks.. tapered here, there, basically everywhere. hahaa. and i wonder where the 2 loverbird fren of mine went to. hope they had fun! =/ and i guess.. no one's free from problems aye? its only how well one can try not to be affected by them .. oh well... went to study(quite a miracle for me. im a chnged man. =p) at starbucks?!! wah kau...those rich bastards of mine....the coffeee sceent was so alluring man. then most of them decided to go to town. (not surprising) while me, mike and shahidah went to raffles shopping center in search of the ideal bdae present for shahidah's mom. i bought mine. a MICROWAVE. hahah. my sis clever idea la. now i haf to painstakingkly diet to save money to pay her back. sooooo pensive laah. ishk. sakit kocek seh... anihoos, found her mom a boook. namely chicken soup for the soul..nice nice nice book u noe. very touching and inspirational.. and then we're off to bk to eat,(the milo drink was so PUNY.*sighs* wrong choice..) and study again. managed to study a tini bit of physics and math. and oh. GPP*vomits again*. buek....chit chat now and then. shallalalala. blablabla. and...time's up. time to go home. well, at least had some laughs 2dae...WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! hehe. =p the way back home was as usual, tiring. had to walk from the old wdlnds interchange to spore immgrtion. and yesa. causeway not jamm. took a cab. one driver tried to fool me with 15RM. well. nice TRY. when the original amount, is 4RM. hahaha. managed to get one driver at last. at 6RM. quite okay i guess..arrived home to be greeted by...1 2 3 4 5 6 ....*counting* err... lost count. too many relatives. hahah. maybe arnd 20-30 relatives at my home. sooo nice! get to bond bond with cousins, aunties, uncles and my granma. and of course my beloved family lah...hope my mum liked her present. hehehe. had fun playing UNO and entertaining my qute little cousins...*alalala. bushuk bushuk. alala.guci poo.* wakakaa... and, also had some misundrstnding with a fren. but its all okay now i guess...heh. switched on the com. typed dis. with my contacts still on. well. i guess i haf 2 go. haf to take out contact lens! heh.(its drying up. i wanna lasik my eyes) oh would'nt it be nice to haf perfect eyesight once again...till then tata peeps. adioz amigoss....now GO. =p `im falling once again.. 10:27 AM Sunday, April 30, 2006 a short poem.set me free, from this fear.tell me friend, dat you'll be here.to catch my every falling tear,to make my life much happier.whispers in my ear,comforting words, i wanna hear.tell me now, let it be clear,that you are always here....heh. `im falling once again.. 3:40 AM Sunday, April 16, 2006 the libraria. hey. kimo here(duh!!) now at the libraria..guess what? i aktuali smiled 2dae! =) thnx 2 my friends...but still..heh. am gonna haf hoki trg later on. yesa. and hafing a hoki match agnst raffles junior college on wednesdae!! *GULPS*.. masyalaaahhh....until then...doa bnyk bnyk sajer lah. haha. maybe i'll write a short poem arh. bored man. suppose to haf geog now, but my lecturer din come...after rain, there's shine.a bright new day appears..though u cud not be mine..my dear, in my heart ure always here...smile now, i keep telling myself..lying at the same time..2 try and live life to the fullest,and that true happiness i will find.my heart still weeps...i'm now aimlessness.but i noe ill find a way.i'll live strong 2dae n always..and not be again in disarray.LIVE STRONG!! oopsie....ter-enthusiastic..=) `im falling once again.. 11:43 PM Friday, April 14, 2006 lost lost. isolated by love and surrounded by confusion..am i?some questions i ask myself and the answers dat i seek...they're with you.what is the ultimate reason for being with sumone? isnt it because u care for her?isnt it because u love her? dont u love me?how can someone love a person...and start 2 love another?is dat really possible? tell me. anione. y wud sumone love this person and let him/her go? to see whether he/she comes back to you? but, in the first place, if both love each other, y need the test? y need to let go? only if u're unsure whether u love him onot, then u try not being with him..to find out how much u misses him.. is following the heart the correct path in a relationship? by following it, does it lead 2 true happiness? i've fallen too deep..and i cant get out. or can i? i'll haf to try ryte?..to lose a gift...that hurts alot.. treasure it and dun ever lose it..coz if u do...u dunno whther you'll find it or not...and dat's up to fate.and dat sux. cos u're being controlled by fate..the sun sets now in my life..but i still haf them stars and the moon to brighten it once again. the cold im feeling cos the warmth has now gone. i need you. be my star..moon..in this darkness and cold. just be with me. i'll wait...till my time runs out..the stars, arent they beautiful?.. `im falling once again.. 11:44 PM Saturday, April 01, 2006 dis picture's worth a thousand words.. `im falling once again.. 8:23 PM Monday, February 20, 2006 saturday. thedayafterfriday. woke up quite early today. was kinda tired still. hmm...still cannot wait for later!!east coast!! yay!! baik arh. weather was looking fine. shalala.reached pasir ris. met her up. and o yah. i 4got to tell you sumting. u looked gorgeous. simply really. heh. hmm..then went to meet up with the others. many had backed out. aper seh. hmm. takper.arrived at east coast after a long long walk.. met amin there. found a a place to put our belongings in the very very crowded east coast. what a miracle. ahaha. took a swim. had a nice time swimming and sitting at the breakwater. if not for the fact that i was shivering and the rain. it would be even nicer. heh. went to parkway parade.. and makan-ed. and went home. it was quite early..but of course i would do anything for her. accompanied her back to pasir ris. and waited for the future of being stuck in the jam. was stucked for 2hr 30 mins! imagined that! aarrghhh. fell asleep in the car, with my angry sister's complain as my lullaby. reached home and landed to lala land. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. tatazz...ZzZzZ..difference between love and infatuation.-love is forever. infatuation dont last. when you love sum1, u love her or him for who he is. infatuation, on the other hand, is plainly a crush. a demo of a crush..."omg! he's so hansem!"(first sight)but when both go out together, the chemistry's not there. ahaa. as for love, the chemistry's there. everything feels ryte..just because he or she is there. even when things go wrong, the day's is still wonderful and memorable. heh.this is my opinion. `im falling once again.. 1:50 AM friday. omg! i felt very very bad! for skipping skool! haiyah...but nvm. it was worth it aktually. heh.went to town and the esplanade! had a crazee time over there..with hadi, amira, fadzil, nabila and..me! ahaa.bluff!! the guys werent that good at the game! sooo...it can be concluded dat girls are a natural bluffer. ahaa!jokingjoking. hmm...blablabla. went here. went there. went makan at far east. go jalan jalan. then....went back at home with her..ahaa. y is she so nice? tak habis habis nak blanja. heh. until i haf to threaten her that i'll kneel in the middle of ochard road. so that she wont blanja me. and yes. i did kneel down. crazee me! ahaa. and it was kinda dirzziling. hehe. at least we helped sum1 todae..betul tak? hehe. then...we got lost wanting to go back to bukit batok! spent like 1hr 30 mins in the bus.. but it was nice arh. so.. no regrets. =p took the mrt. we were very fickle minded! sikit sikit nak pergi pasiris. then tukar. nak gi 2wards jurong pulak. then changed our minds again. ahaaha. went back quite late. meyt up with sis no.2. on the way there, saw this lil boy and his mother. he was pissing in a bottle!! "eeeeeeeeeeee. yucks. eeeeeeeee. omg. eeeeeeeeee." was what i said. eeeeeeee. then it was disposed at...dunno where! the boy did it at he MRT! imagine dat. ishk. omg. enuff. dont want to talk about it oredy. ishk. hhmmm...then went home late with my sis. got scolded. dat's all....heh. finished! no more story! good bye!! tata~ `im falling once again.. 1:36 AM valentines day. errmm. might be a lil late to post this. but i guess nice memories shud be known yah? ahaha....huh? not a little late? okla okla. very very late. hmph. happy? hehe.valentines day was simply wonderful. very very wonderful. she said dat i was amazing..but in actual fact,im nothing compared to her. heh. she's the one thats AMAZING. not me..everything felt ryte. us. the moments. ice-skating. the pyramid or aka. spider web. nyaah. so nicceee! hmm...what wud i do without her? am going to be veryveryveryvery sad when she's gone to another skool. am going to miss times like this..times i'll cherish forever. haiz. all that happened, every single detail, i'll not forget. for that, thnx a million for valentines.. all i can say is just i love you. very much. heh. tata and take care. everione. =p `im falling once again.. 1:26 AM The Flier `kimo.16. `Freed- 3/11/89 `ahmad ibrahim sec `optimist `motivator `never-say-die +positivity+ `icecream `chocolates `black.white.brown `guitars.dancing `hanging out.sports. `caring&fun people. `she? `family.friends. -negativity- `liars `hypos `irritants `boredom `aimlessnes My roots and branches yad ayuni shila shana linda faizah fatimah filzah khai fulla fairuz roy iman kam fik MunnyRah fad djsyaz fiiraa ros vicky zarina ENTRIES. 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